Nostalgia
Nostalgia. What a perfect word for describing my feelings. Do you ever feel nostalgic? Well, let me help you.
Do you ever miss those sleepovers? The ones you had with your best friends in the whole world? I do. I miss playing truth or dare, even if it was no fun because we knew each other so well we knew what questions would be asked and what our answers would be. I miss giggling over nothing, and randomly bursting into song. I miss having fiends that know you so well that they can finish your question for you with a smile. I used to have that. Now, i have drifted from all my friends. I love them all so much, but i dont understand them any more. All they want to talk about are boys and clothes and gossip. What happened to meaningful conversations, or peaceful silences? What happened to laughing at past memories? Why is everyone suddenly so mature? Why am i the only one who doesnt want change, who wants evrything for once in my life to stay the same?
Because im different then everybody else
Its because i am all alone
If I Die Young
You guys’ve heard this song, right? Well, i was thinking a lot about it, and, just in case, i wanted to say some things I should have said before, but havent yet.
J: I love you. You are an amazing, beautiful, talented girl. You are strong and smart, and you make good choices. Don’t let others decisions influence your own. Your path is one you make yourself, one you make alone. Others may stick by you at first, but in the end, you are going to be walking down your path alone, and you may not like where the path ends. I love you so much, please dont ever forget that.
C: I love you too. You are very sweet and funny. But im also worried about you. I know you, and i know u are just looking for someone to love u, but that person will love u for u, u dont hav to change urself. And the right guy will come to u at the right time, so let fate work its magic.
To my CO friends/besties: i love and miss u all, and will never forget u. I am always wondering what u guys r up to and what my life would b like without u guys there to support me. I love u all so much.
There’s more, but these were the main ones i had to get out. I dont mean to hurt anyones feelings or anything, i am just speaking-er-writing my mind. Thats what blogs are for, right?
